IRRECONCILABLE

being irreconcilable is a privilege those who are afraid,
who trembles alone tormented by nightmares,
which are cramped and stuffy, which are mad.
but who, when it's necessary, is steadfast.

I know the hideous truth about myself.
I am irreconcilable with it even in minutes of black despair.

the decision was to stay as persistent as firmest titan
and I live because at my grotesque fair
I keep fighting.