PAINKILLERS

please, grant me a little asylum
where can I believe in freedom
diving into safety and peace

maybe a fistful of valium
for widower
whose dead wife was a whole world
tricky ease

for murdered expectations.

nothing else
only mortification of soul and head
nightmares are stiflingly
dense and red.

and you're a riddle
I'm feeble to solve,
you're impossible in the context of
my nightmares
who are you?

i've to suggest a draw
even resign the game,
miracle,
eyes,
my sole painkillers.